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    <description><![CDATA[hi smexies :D

my name's avery.

ive lived in philadelphia all my life.

i have the most AMAZING friends on the face of the planet (i wouldn't survive without them!!!)

im Bisexual.

music DEFINES ME. it is my life force and i would DROP DEAD without it.

i kick ass at Guitar Hero. (u can ask my cousin, i OWN his ass in dat game.)

im a wicked pianist and would KILL to find my way into a band.

ive been strictly vegetarian for the past 6 months and im still going strong :)

Hayley Williams is my fashion inspiration.

Freddy Mercury is my hero and always will be.

im the 2nd shortest girl in my grade.

im strong on my own, but fragile in love.

im dedicated to becoming a writer when i get outta highschool.

im a peacemaker and i gag at the very mention of the word 'politics'

i believe in things like ghosts, paranormal occurances, and karma.

im all 4 animal rights.

i love being imperfect and a little screwed up ^_^

ive been labled as emo, punk, goth, skater, and scene kid, but i like to consider myself my own breed of human =]

most importantly, i LOVE making friends, but i don't take any BULLSHIT from anybody. Don't expect it to be easy to push me around cuz im a fighter and i know where i stand. i may be little in stature, but i'll kick your ass in a verbal fight ANY DAY.

^.^]]></description>
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	      <title><![CDATA[IM BACK BUZZNET!!!!!]]></title>
	      <link>http://mydarknessoverdose.buzznet.com/user/journal/3048011/im-back-buzznet/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[OMG OMG OMG GLORY HALLELUJAH!!!!!
GUESS WHAT???
IM BACK!!!

i am so so sooooo sorry to have been gone from this site for soooo long!!!
I MISSED ALL OF YOOOO PEEPLEZ!!!!

my mother...being, well, my mother...blocked buzznet

but somehow...i worked my way back on here FINALLY!!!!

YAYYYYY!!!!]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>mydarknessoverdose</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-09-20T20:19:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[um im bored, i guess, idk......]]></title>
	      <link>http://mydarknessoverdose.buzznet.com/user/journal/1932011/um-im-bored-guess-idk/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[im stuck here doing homework and practically <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">falling asleep </span>at the moment...but i just felt like ranting about my life as of now ,so....<br><br>well, i saw two <span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">WICKED AWESOME</span> movies dis week: on Friday, i went to see Juno, which was hilarious and now my ultimate fav comedy EVER :D then on sunday, me n my bff were bored and rented 30 Days Of Night and i LOVED it. its scared me shitless but nonetheless, <span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">i LOOOOOOVED IT!!!!</span>&nbsp; ^.^ best vampire flick ive seen in years...<br><br>also, im uber happy cuz <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">SPRING BREAK IS ALMOST HERE!!!!! </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">*extreme happy dance* </span>nearly two blissful weeks of sleeping in and relaxing and not worrying or stressing out over skoolwork...<br><br>on the downside, im piled up with homework until then cuz my english teacher is a crazy bitch, so im a bit stressed out and tired for now. i probably should be doing work right now, but in all truth, <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">i value buzznet over my school work anyday :]</span><br><br>my new favorite band as of this week is <span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">Disciple; </span>they aren't well-known, but they're very good, xtremely underrated if ya ask me, so <span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">LOOK EM UP.</span> they kick the asses of some of the shitty mainstream screamo bands out there today [<span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">*cough*</span> <span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS </span><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">*cough*</span>] <br><br>oh, today i established a <span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">'NO FAG'</span> policy. dont take it the wrong way, i mean that i FORBID anyone from using the derogatory term<span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">FAG</span> i</span></span>n my presense. a lot of guys at my skool think its SOOOOO funny to just toss that word around like its nothing, so i basically sent out a <span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">death threat to any homophobes </span>in the area. i feel quite liberated, lol....<br><br>well, i think im done fer now....<br><br><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">peace, muthafuckahs... :D</span><br>-avery<br><br><br><br><br><br>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>mydarknessoverdose</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-03-03T17:55:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[i can't FUCKING sleep and its driving me INSANE. O_o]]></title>
	      <link>http://mydarknessoverdose.buzznet.com/user/journal/1923011/cant-fucking-sleep-driving-insane/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[i think i have INSOMNIA or something, cuz its almost 3 in the morning and im WIDE-AWAKE and xtremely HYPE. i never go online this late, its fuckin crazy. i fell asleep at like 9:30 [xtra early for me] and woke up at midnight. i've been wide awake since then and it SUX cuz i have NOBODY to talk to. everybody's ASLEEP and i WANT to be ASLEEP but i CAN'T becuz there's something WRONG WITH ME. omg my vision just went REALLY blurry for like five seconds. did i mention i'm STARVING? cuz i AM. im REALLY fucking HUNGRY and my kitchen is EMPTY. to top it all off, my feet are COLD. really fucking COLD.<br><br>i dont know the point of this journal, im just BEYONG bored and im losing complete sanity, so im just kinda complaining and venting and blah-blah-BLAHing as i go along....<br><br>SOMEBODY TALK TO MEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br><br>my foot just fell asleep. fucking great....<br><br>OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG................................<br><br><br>im done. completely burned out. i dont WHAT THE FUCK im gonna do for the next 3 or 4 hours.....<br>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>mydarknessoverdose</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-03-01T23:43:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Info on the possibility of a fourth Resident Evil film]]></title>
	      <link>http://mydarknessoverdose.buzznet.com/user/journal/1886771/info-possibility-fourth-resident-evil/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[of course, since the release of Extinction, rumors of a fourth film have been drifting around the media with little facts confirmed, so i decided to do the research myself and see what's happening. Here are sites i visited and the info i managed to find:<br><br><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">http://www.darkhorizons.com/news06/060919l.php</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">Jensen Ackles, the "not as good looking but still smoking hot" brother
in The CW's teen cult hit "Supernatural" is in talks for the role of
Leon Kennedy in the fourth "Resident Evil" movie reports </span><a style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);" href="http://www.moviesonline.ca/movienews_9957.html" target="_blank">Movies Online</a><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">.</span><br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">
    <br style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">
The third film "Extinction" is in production and the fourth, currently
known as "Afterlife", is already preparing to film next year to follow
in the video game horror movie franchise.</span><br><br><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"><br><br>http://residentevilnews.com/fourth-resident-evil-movie-being-planned.html<br><br></span><h2 style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" class="posttitle" id="post-13">
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<p style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">A quick news post today as info is rather sketchy on this one; apparently a follow-up to <b>Resident Evil: Extinction</b>
is already in the works, even though it has yet to begin filming! Sadly
nothing has been revealed yet, other than the fact that a fourth film
will be in production at some point after the release of <b>Resident Evil: Extinction</b>. However, this can only be good news for fans of both the games and movies series.</p><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"><br><br>http://www.buzznet.com/groups/theumbrellacorporati/post/</span><br style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"><p style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"><span class="style4 style7 style8 style9"><span class="style8 style11">Resident Evil 4 coming ?</span></span><br>
                      <strong>Movie </strong><a href="http://www.moviesonline.ca/film2067.htm">Resident Evil 4</a>
                  <strong>Posted By</strong>: <a href="http://www.moviesonline.ca/author.php?posted=MacReady">MacReady</a> / <a href="http://www.hollywoodreporter.com/thr/awards/cannes/news_display.jsp?vnu_content_id=1000920947" target="_blank">Source</a><br>         
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<div align="left"><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">Our Buddie Mr. HoRrOr just sent us an email with a
nice scoop about an upcoming fourth movie for the Resident Evil series.
He read it at the Hollywood&nbsp; Reporter and i have to say that it sounds
very nice. But read on for what our buddie has to report: </span><p style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">Hey guys it's Mr HoRrOr, heres some news on the "Resident Evil"
series that I came across. It seems that they are already in the very
early stages of planning a fourth film which will take place in Japan.
Meanwhile, principal Photography will begin on "Afterlife" this fall.
"Germany's Constantin Film and its genre production shingle, Paul W.S.
Anderson and Jeremy Bolt's Impact Pictures, are ramping up preparations
for a fourth edition of their successful zombie franchise "Resident
Evil" before the third film in the series has even begun shooting.</p>
	
<p style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">Constantin head of production Martin Moskowicz said in Cannes that
the third film, "Resident Evil: Afterlife," will shift locations to
shoot in Australia, with principle photography planned for November or
December. "Resident Evil 4" will be set in Tokyo, and Impact/Constantin
is looking to shoot the film in Japan. "Afterlife" will be set in a
post-apocalyptic world overrun with mutant zombies. "Afterlife" will
play in the Nevada desert with the Aussie outback standing in for the
American wasteland. In the final reel, the action will shift to Japan,
setting up the fourth edition.</p>
	
<p style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">Milla Jovovich is set to reprise her signature role as zombie slayer
extraordinaire Alice though no formal deal has been signed yet. Paul
W.S. Anderson, who together with partner Bolt will produce "Afterlife"
through their Constantin-controlled shingle Impact Pictures, is
finishing the script for the third edition. Anderson directed the first
"Resident Evil" and penned the sequel "Resident Evil: Apocalypse." THX
to Mr. HoRrOr for sending us this scoop !</p>
	
<p align="center"><a href="http://www.moviesonline.ca/movie_gallery.php?id=2029">
			<img alt="" src="http://www.moviesonline.ca/movie-gallery/albums/userpics//RE222020501.jpg?0.31274033047248806" border="1" hspace="0" width="440"></a></p></div> 
                   
                           
                           </div><br><p style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Here is an example of what i truly hope<span style="font-weight: bold;"> IS</span> a definate false rumor:</p><p style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">http://www.comingsoon.net/news/movienews.php?id=18020</span></p><p style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><font face="arial" size="3"><b>No Fourth <i>Resident Evil</i>
  </b></font>
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Source: <font face="arial" size="2"> <font face="arial" size="2">Sony Pictures</font>
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</div><div style="float: right; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><font face="arial" size="2">December 15, 2006</font></div> 
<br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> 
<br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">


	<font style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);" color="#000000" face="arial" size="2">About a year-and-a-half ago, it was <a href="http://comingsoon.net/news/residentevilnews.php?id=10004">reported</a> that Constantin Film and Impact Pictures had already started work on a fourth "Resident Evil" before the third installment, <b><a href="http://comingsoon.net/films.php?id=10055">Resident Evil: Extinction</a></b>, opening September 21, 2007, had even started shooting.<br>
<br>
As the new <a href="http://comingsoon.net/films.php?id=10055">synopsis</a>
for "Extinction" indicates, that is no longer the case. The plot
summary for "Extinction" labels the film as "the third and final
installment."<br>
<br>
You can read the full synopsis <a href="http://comingsoon.net/films.php?id=10055">here</a> while you can also view photos of Milla Jovovich in the anticipated movie <a href="http://www.comingsoon.net/cgi-bin/imageFolio.cgi?direct=Action/Resident_Evil_Extinction">here</a>.<br><br><br><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">Any more evidence on this matter that you can post will be greatly appreciated, i'll be simply heartbroken if they dont make a fourth film.<br><br>thanx,<br>-nemesis<br></span></font><p style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"><br><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"></span></p><p style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"></span><br></p><p style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"><br></p><br>]]></description>
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	      <dc:date>2008-02-24T17:39:28Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[My World As Of RIGHT NOW.....]]></title>
	      <link>http://mydarknessoverdose.buzznet.com/user/journal/1823951/world-right-now/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">hmmmm what can i say about my current state.....?</span><br><br><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">well, as of this week, im in complete and total LOVE with fall out boy for the first time in FOREVER. They seem to have found their way through my heavy metal madness and back into my heart ^.^</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">on a more pessimistic note,&nbsp; im stuck taking PSSA's this week [Pennsylvania System of School Assessment] which just another giant ugly squashed bug splattered across the gloomy windshield </span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">of my life *URGH*</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">oh, and of course, Valentines day is tomorrow and im quite the opposite of excited :P</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">all the girls i know are practically hyperventilating over the thought of valentines and candy hearts and boys and a bunch of other shit i couldn't care less about....</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">also, i happen to be currently on punishment becuz i got a D in health class O_o</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">dont ask me how, im not even sure how i managed to fuck up such an easy class, but then again, i seem to be the type of person that can fuck anything up if I try hard enough XP</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">ummmm another positive aspect.....</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">i saw Cloverfield last Friday and was close to tears about ten times during that entire movie [im quite a sensative person in case you havnt noticed *wink*]</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">it was easily the best movie i've seen so far this year, xcept maybe I Am Legend, which was also AMAAAAZING!!!!!</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">and i have my heart set on seeing Sweeny Todd [omg johnny depp *drool*]</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">its fucking FREEEEEEEZING in philadelphia and i HATE it. im getting sick and im constantly tired and cold and pissed-off *GRRRRR* </span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">my entire street was coated with slippery ice and i nearly fell on my ass like fifty times on my way to my train station, and it was 7am, so my morning didn't start off so fantastically :[</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">ive officially decided that buzznet is a BILLION TIMES BETTER THAN MYSPACE as of this week, which is why ive been on here at least 3 times a day ^_^</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">oh, and another positive event is that my writer's block has vanished and ive got the creative juices flowing in my brain again :] </span><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">[if myxalternativexsoul is reading this, then </span><span style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: underline; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">YES</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">, i do know that part about juices sounded a bit wrong ,so dont go poking fun at me *scowl*] <span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">but this puts me in a better mood cuz i finally have the spark to start a new story!! YAY!!!!! *cue confetti and balloons*</span></span><br style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">well, that's all i got. </span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">this journal wasnt meant for anything in particular, i just feel like venting and blah-blah-ing in the form of typing,</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> plus its quite a pick-me-up to get to type out all these awesome lil smilies <br><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">  ^_^</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">  :D</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">  =]</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">  O_o</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">  ^.^</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">  :)</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">  =P<br>XD<br>:[<br>XP<br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"></span>  <br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">  see? i feel better already...<br><br>byesies :]<br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"></span>  <br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><img src="http://img.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/3/3/5/0/6/1/orig-2335061.jpg" border="0"><br><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><br>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>mydarknessoverdose</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-02-13T19:20:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Why I Hate The Word EMO.]]></title>
	      <link>http://mydarknessoverdose.buzznet.com/user/journal/1798851/why-hate-word-emo/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">
Emo:</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">&nbsp; a style of </span><a style="font-weight: bold;" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rock_music" title="Rock music">rock music</a><span style="font-weight: bold;"> which describes several independent variations of music with common stylistic roots.</span><br style="font-weight: bold;"><br>You can search that shit on wikipedia, folks. it's <span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0); font-weight: bold;">THERE.</span><br><br>If some of you take the time to read the entire article, you might get an understanding of how society has taken a word that once described a genre of music and distorted it to a point beyond recognition. Now, all of a sudden, <span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">emo</span> is defined by studded belts, tight jeans, and a haircut.<br><br>Does that make sense to you? <span style="font-weight: bold;">Not to me.</span><br><br>Also, now that<span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">Emo</span> has become a highly critisised stereotype, there is that bland assumption that ANYONE who happens to cross into the '<span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">Emo</span> Trend' is automatically:<br><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">- a cutter</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">- over emotional</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">- depressed</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">- a fan of 'screamo'</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">- a fag [as much as I hate to even type out the word...]</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">- a wimp</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">- an outcast</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">- a poser [which, in some cases, is true]</span><br><br>I mean, come on, guys: Should a style of dress or musical taste truly define a person's emotional state? I don't think so. There are literally <span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0); font-weight: bold;">MILLIONS </span>(no exaggeration, i swear) of teens who have the word<span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"> <span style="font-weight: bold;">Emo</span></span> thrown in their face on a daily basis. There are judged, critisised, bullied, and mocked. This can be for several different reasons:<br><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">-maybe they listen to screamo</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">-maybe their hair happens to somewhat conceal a portion of their face</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">-maybe they like skinny jeans</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">-maybe they have been diagnosed with depression or possibley cut</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">-maybe they are emotional and somewhat unstable</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">-maybe they love writing music and/or poetry</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">-maybe they ponder the aspects of death</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">-maybe they've just come out about their sexuality</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">-maybe they shop at Hot Topic</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;"><br>All of these factors and MORE contribute to the<span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"> <span style="font-weight: bold;">Emo</span></span> stereotype. I asked this once and I'll ask it again: Does this make<span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"> <span style="font-weight: bold;">ANY FUCKING SENSE</span> </span>to you?<br><br>Now, there are two main cases of people who are labled emo. The first are those who dress in the so called '<span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">EMO</span> </span>style' and/or listen to '<span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">EMO</span> music' but don't necessarily display signs such as depression and don't cut.&nbsp; I am included in this catagory, and quite frankly, don't think we deserve to be judged and automatically called <span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">emos</span>.</span> We are who we are and just because we take on a certain style doesn't mean we're depressed or emotionally unstable. <br><br>The second are the group of people who don't necessarily dress<span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"> <span style="font-weight: bold;">emo,</span></span> but are either depressed, emotionally unstable, or cut themselves. People like this need help, not teasing and mocking.&nbsp; Do people honestly find it funny when somebody hates themselves so much that they cut themselves open just so they can fucking <span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255); font-weight: bold;">FEEL ANYTHING? </span>is it really that hilarious to watch somebody suffer like that? It isn't just something to DO.&nbsp; Cutting isn't a fucking <span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">HOBBY</span>.</span> It's a serious mental health issue that has taken the lives of kids and is still an issue for many teens in really bad living conditions. Some of these kids are abused, neglected, ignored, and laughed at for it. <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">Where is the justice in THAT???</span><br style="font-weight: bold;"><br>This is why I hate the word <span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">EMO.</span> Since middle school, I have been called<span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"> <span style="font-weight: bold;">emo</span> </span>and unrightfully judged because of this label. I know how it feels when somebody comes up to you and asks to see your wrists, expecting to see cut marks. I know how it feels to have people judge what you wear and ask why you have <span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">emo</span> bangs. I understand how it feels to have people gang up on you and tell you all the reasons why you're <span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">emo.</span> It fuckin hurts, but i know I'm damn lucky i havn't been bullied worse for it.<br><br>This journal entry is for all the kids on buzznet who are called <span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">emo</span> </span>or perhaps even label themselves as <span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">emo.</span> You aren't alone and you shouldn't have to put yourself in one catagory like you're an object. Everybody is their own person and you should love yourself for the individual being that you are. Forget those fuckers that judge you. Forget all those goddamn stereotypes they try and throw at you. <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">FUCK THEM ALL.</span> </span>you are who you are and I respect anyone who can put aside all the outside critisism and remain true to themselves. Don't feel like you have to look at yourself as an Emo. Look at yourself as the unique human being you were meant to be and <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">GIVE ALL THOSE STEREOTYPICAL BASTARDS HELL!!!!</span><br style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><br><br><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-weight: bold;">SPREAD THE LOVE AND FORGET THE JUDGEMENT !!!&lt;3&lt;3&lt;3</span><br style="font-weight: bold;"><br style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-weight: bold;">peace out, i love u all!!!!</span><br style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">-avery</span><br>]]></description>
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		  		  	<category>stereotype</category>
		  		  	<category>stupid</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>mydarknessoverdose</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-02-09T10:23:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Conspiracy of You]]></title>
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	      <description><![CDATA[Torn apart right from the start
And my heart is slowly breaking
Now I'm faking that I don't care
Don't notice that the pain is there inside
Flashes before my very eyes
To my surpirse, I'm flat on back
And as all my hopes and dreams contract
It seems that my world turns to black and I'm choking

On the words, these filthy lies I've heard
Spill from your mouth, it seems the truth won't come out
And I'm stuck with the doubt of my ability
My constant insecurity fueled by your critism
Locked me up in this prison built by my own fear
Destoyed everything I held dear and the question remains
Am I just f*cking insane?

My breath goes short, its my last resort
To find some kind of support
Far from all the truths you distort
From all the pieces of what I once believed was just
You always had my trust but in the end, to my disgust
You turned around to spite me, let reality bite me
In the back of the head
You might as well have left me for dead
After all the lies I've been fed and what's worse
You threw my life in reverse and I got this feeling
That I just can't cope
Trapped without hope and I ask myself sometimes
After all this damn manipulation,
Is this innocence still mine?

I cannot take this, no longer fake this
Its time to break this up and bring you down
Til you're on the ground, ankle deep in flith and haunted
By the sound of my voice, vengeance through words of choice
This decison decides my fate and maybe I'll learn not to hate
But I can't deny this fact; you left no part of my conscience intact
So take your condescending smiles back
And leave me to rest in peace
Far from your disease
Soak myself in solid reality
And bring back the better part of me
While you're rotting in your own infidelity
I feel my soul is torn in two
Shattered apart by this conspiracy of you]]></description>
		  		  	<category>choking</category>
		  		  	<category>conspiracy</category>
		  		  	<category>hurt</category>
		  		  	<category>lies</category>
		  		  	<category>pain</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>mydarknessoverdose</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-01-18T05:27:00Z</dc:date>
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