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IM BACK BUZZNET!!!!!

mydarknessoverdose
mydarknessoverdose Sep 20, 2008
OMG OMG OMG GLORY HALLELUJAH!!!!!
GUESS WHAT???
IM BACK!!!

i am so so sooooo sorry to have been gone from this site for soooo long!!!
I MISSED ALL OF YOOOO PEEPLEZ!!!!

my mother...being, well, my mother...blocked buzznet

but somehow...i worked my way back on here FINALLY!!!!

YAYYYYY!!!!

um im bored, i guess, idk......

mydarknessoverdose
mydarknessoverdose Mar 03, 2008
im stuck here doing homework and practically falling asleep at the moment...but i just felt like ranting about my life as of now ,so....

well, i saw two WICKED AWESOME movies dis week: on Friday, i went to see Juno, which was hilarious and now my ultimate fav comedy EVER :D then on sunday, me n my bff were bored and rented 30 Days Of Night and i LOVED it. its scared me shitless but nonetheless, i LOOOOOOVED IT!!!!  ^.^ best vampire flick ive seen in years...

also, im uber happy cuz SPRING BREAK IS ALMOST HERE!!!!! *extreme happy dance* nearly two blissful weeks of sleeping in and relaxing and not worrying or stressing out over skoolwork...

on the downside, im piled up with homework until then cuz my english teacher is a crazy bitch, so im a bit stressed out and tired for now. i probably should be doing work right now, but in all truth, i value buzznet over my school work anyday :]

my new favorite band as of this week is Disciple; they aren't well-known, but they're very good, xtremely underrated if ya ask me, so LOOK EM UP. they kick the asses of some of the shitty mainstream screamo bands out there today [*cough* HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS *cough*]

oh, today i established a 'NO FAG' policy. dont take it the wrong way, i mean that i FORBID anyone from using the derogatory term FAG in my presense. a lot of guys at my skool think its SOOOOO funny to just toss that word around like its nothing, so i basically sent out a death threat to any homophobes in the area. i feel quite liberated, lol....

well, i think im done fer now....

peace, muthafuckahs... :D
-avery





i can't FUCKING sleep and its driving me INSANE. O_o

mydarknessoverdose
mydarknessoverdose Mar 01, 2008
i think i have INSOMNIA or something, cuz its almost 3 in the morning and im WIDE-AWAKE and xtremely HYPE. i never go online this late, its fuckin crazy. i fell asleep at like 9:30 [xtra early for me] and woke up at midnight. i've been wide awake since then and it SUX cuz i have NOBODY to talk to. everybody's ASLEEP and i WANT to be ASLEEP but i CAN'T becuz there's something WRONG WITH ME. omg my vision just went REALLY blurry for like five seconds. did i mention i'm STARVING? cuz i AM. im REALLY fucking HUNGRY and my kitchen is EMPTY. to top it all off, my feet are COLD. really fucking COLD.

i dont know the point of this journal, im just BEYONG bored and im losing complete sanity, so im just kinda complaining and venting and blah-blah-BLAHing as i go along....

SOMEBODY TALK TO MEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my foot just fell asleep. fucking great....

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG................................


im done. completely burned out. i dont WHAT THE FUCK im gonna do for the next 3 or 4 hours.....

Info on the possibility of a fourth Resident Evil film

mydarknessoverdose
mydarknessoverdose Feb 24, 2008
of course, since the release of Extinction, rumors of a fourth film have been drifting around the media with little facts confirmed, so i decided to do the research myself and see what's happening. Here are sites i visited and the info i managed to find:

http://www.darkhorizons.com/news06/060919l.php

Jensen Ackles, the "not as good looking but still smoking hot" brother in The CW's teen cult hit "Supernatural" is in talks for the role of Leon Kennedy in the fourth "Resident Evil" movie reports Movies Online.

The third film "Extinction" is in production and the fourth, currently known as "Afterlife", is already preparing to film next year to follow in the video game horror movie franchise.



http://residentevilnews.com/fourth-resident-evil-movie-being-planned.html

Fourth Resident Evil movie being planned

A quick news post today as info is rather sketchy on this one; apparently a follow-up to Resident Evil: Extinction is already in the works, even though it has yet to begin filming! Sadly nothing has been revealed yet, other than the fact that a fourth film will be in production at some point after the release of Resident Evil: Extinction. However, this can only be good news for fans of both the games and movies series.



http://www.buzznet.com/groups/theumbrellacorporati/post/

Resident Evil 4 coming ?
Movie Resident Evil 4 Posted By: MacReady / Source
Filed Under : Horror , Zombie , videogame ,

Our Buddie Mr. HoRrOr just sent us an email with a nice scoop about an upcoming fourth movie for the Resident Evil series. He read it at the Hollywood  Reporter and i have to say that it sounds very nice. But read on for what our buddie has to report:

Hey guys it's Mr HoRrOr, heres some news on the "Resident Evil" series that I came across. It seems that they are already in the very early stages of planning a fourth film which will take place in Japan. Meanwhile, principal Photography will begin on "Afterlife" this fall. "Germany's Constantin Film and its genre production shingle, Paul W.S. Anderson and Jeremy Bolt's Impact Pictures, are ramping up preparations for a fourth edition of their successful zombie franchise "Resident Evil" before the third film in the series has even begun shooting.

Constantin head of production Martin Moskowicz said in Cannes that the third film, "Resident Evil: Afterlife," will shift locations to shoot in Australia, with principle photography planned for November or December. "Resident Evil 4" will be set in Tokyo, and Impact/Constantin is looking to shoot the film in Japan. "Afterlife" will be set in a post-apocalyptic world overrun with mutant zombies. "Afterlife" will play in the Nevada desert with the Aussie outback standing in for the American wasteland. In the final reel, the action will shift to Japan, setting up the fourth edition.

Milla Jovovich is set to reprise her signature role as zombie slayer extraordinaire Alice though no formal deal has been signed yet. Paul W.S. Anderson, who together with partner Bolt will produce "Afterlife" through their Constantin-controlled shingle Impact Pictures, is finishing the script for the third edition. Anderson directed the first "Resident Evil" and penned the sequel "Resident Evil: Apocalypse." THX to Mr. HoRrOr for sending us this scoop !


Here is an example of what i truly hope IS a definate false rumor:

http://www.comingsoon.net/news/movienews.php?id=18020

No Fourth Resident Evil

Source: Sony Pictures
December 15, 2006


About a year-and-a-half ago, it was reported that Constantin Film and Impact Pictures had already started work on a fourth "Resident Evil" before the third installment, Resident Evil: Extinction, opening September 21, 2007, had even started shooting.

As the new synopsis for "Extinction" indicates, that is no longer the case. The plot summary for "Extinction" labels the film as "the third and final installment."

You can read the full synopsis here while you can also view photos of Milla Jovovich in the anticipated movie here.


Any more evidence on this matter that you can post will be greatly appreciated, i'll be simply heartbroken if they dont make a fourth film.

thanx,
-nemesis





My World As Of RIGHT NOW.....

mydarknessoverdose
mydarknessoverdose Feb 13, 2008
hmmmm what can i say about my current state.....?

well, as of this week, im in complete and total LOVE with fall out boy for the first time in FOREVER. They seem to have found their way through my heavy metal madness and back into my heart ^.^

on a more pessimistic note,  im stuck taking PSSA's this week [Pennsylvania System of School Assessment] which just another giant ugly squashed bug splattered across the gloomy windshield
of my life *URGH*

oh, and of course, Valentines day is tomorrow and im quite the opposite of excited :P
all the girls i know are practically hyperventilating over the thought of valentines and candy hearts and boys and a bunch of other shit i couldn't care less about....

also, i happen to be currently on punishment becuz i got a D in health class O_o
dont ask me how, im not even sure how i managed to fuck up such an easy class, but then again, i seem to be the type of person that can fuck anything up if I try hard enough XP

ummmm another positive aspect.....
i saw Cloverfield last Friday and was close to tears about ten times during that entire movie [im quite a sensative person in case you havnt noticed *wink*]
it was easily the best movie i've seen so far this year, xcept maybe I Am Legend, which was also AMAAAAZING!!!!!
and i have my heart set on seeing Sweeny Todd [omg johnny depp *drool*]

its fucking FREEEEEEEZING in philadelphia and i HATE it. im getting sick and im constantly tired and cold and pissed-off *GRRRRR*
my entire street was coated with slippery ice and i nearly fell on my ass like fifty times on my way to my train station, and it was 7am, so my morning didn't start off so fantastically :[

ive officially decided that buzznet is a BILLION TIMES BETTER THAN MYSPACE as of this week, which is why ive been on here at least 3 times a day ^_^

oh, and another positive event is that my writer's block has vanished and ive got the creative juices flowing in my brain again :] [if myxalternativexsoul is reading this, then YES, i do know that part about juices sounded a bit wrong ,so dont go poking fun at me *scowl*] but this puts me in a better mood cuz i finally have the spark to start a new story!! YAY!!!!! *cue confetti and balloons*

well, that's all i got.
this journal wasnt meant for anything in particular, i just feel like venting and blah-blah-ing in the form of typing, plus its quite a pick-me-up to get to type out all these awesome lil smilies

^_^
:D
=]
O_o
^.^
:)
=P
XD
:[
XP

see? i feel better already...

byesies :]








Why I Hate The Word EMO.

mydarknessoverdose
mydarknessoverdose Feb 09, 2008
Emo:  a style of rock music which describes several independent variations of music with common stylistic roots.

You can search that shit on wikipedia, folks. it's THERE.

If some of you take the time to read the entire article, you might get an understanding of how society has taken a word that once described a genre of music and distorted it to a point beyond recognition. Now, all of a sudden, emo is defined by studded belts, tight jeans, and a haircut.

Does that make sense to you? Not to me.

Also, now that Emo has become a highly critisised stereotype, there is that bland assumption that ANYONE who happens to cross into the 'Emo Trend' is automatically:
- a cutter
- over emotional
- depressed
- a fan of 'screamo'
- a fag [as much as I hate to even type out the word...]
- a wimp
- an outcast
- a poser [which, in some cases, is true]

I mean, come on, guys: Should a style of dress or musical taste truly define a person's emotional state? I don't think so. There are literally MILLIONS (no exaggeration, i swear) of teens who have the word Emo thrown in their face on a daily basis. There are judged, critisised, bullied, and mocked. This can be for several different reasons:
-maybe they listen to screamo
-maybe their hair happens to somewhat conceal a portion of their face
-maybe they like skinny jeans
-maybe they have been diagnosed with depression or possibley cut
-maybe they are emotional and somewhat unstable
-maybe they love writing music and/or poetry
-maybe they ponder the aspects of death
-maybe they've just come out about their sexuality
-maybe they shop at Hot Topic

All of these factors and MORE contribute to the Emo stereotype. I asked this once and I'll ask it again: Does this make ANY FUCKING SENSE to you?

Now, there are two main cases of people who are labled emo. The first are those who dress in the so called 'EMO style' and/or listen to 'EMO music' but don't necessarily display signs such as depression and don't cut.  I am included in this catagory, and quite frankly, don't think we deserve to be judged and automatically called emos. We are who we are and just because we take on a certain style doesn't mean we're depressed or emotionally unstable.

The second are the group of people who don't necessarily dress emo, but are either depressed, emotionally unstable, or cut themselves. People like this need help, not teasing and mocking.  Do people honestly find it funny when somebody hates themselves so much that they cut themselves open just so they can fucking FEEL ANYTHING? is it really that hilarious to watch somebody suffer like that? It isn't just something to DO.  Cutting isn't a fucking HOBBY. It's a serious mental health issue that has taken the lives of kids and is still an issue for many teens in really bad living conditions. Some of these kids are abused, neglected, ignored, and laughed at for it. Where is the justice in THAT???

This is why I hate the word EMO. Since middle school, I have been called emo and unrightfully judged because of this label. I know how it feels when somebody comes up to you and asks to see your wrists, expecting to see cut marks. I know how it feels to have people judge what you wear and ask why you have emo bangs. I understand how it feels to have people gang up on you and tell you all the reasons why you're emo. It fuckin hurts, but i know I'm damn lucky i havn't been bullied worse for it.

This journal entry is for all the kids on buzznet who are called emo or perhaps even label themselves as emo. You aren't alone and you shouldn't have to put yourself in one catagory like you're an object. Everybody is their own person and you should love yourself for the individual being that you are. Forget those fuckers that judge you. Forget all those goddamn stereotypes they try and throw at you. FUCK THEM ALL. you are who you are and I respect anyone who can put aside all the outside critisism and remain true to themselves. Don't feel like you have to look at yourself as an Emo. Look at yourself as the unique human being you were meant to be and GIVE ALL THOSE STEREOTYPICAL BASTARDS HELL!!!!


SPREAD THE LOVE AND FORGET THE JUDGEMENT !!!<3<3<3

peace out, i love u all!!!!
-avery

Conspiracy of You

mydarknessoverdose
mydarknessoverdose Jan 18, 2008
Torn apart right from the start
And my heart is slowly breaking
Now I'm faking that I don't care
Don't notice that the pain is there inside
Flashes before my very eyes
To my surpirse, I'm flat on back
And as all my hopes and dreams contract
It seems that my world turns to black and I'm choking

On the words, these filthy lies I've heard
Spill from your mouth, it seems the truth won't come out
And I'm stuck with the doubt of my ability
My constant insecurity fueled by your critism
Locked me up in this prison built by my own fear
Destoyed everything I held dear and the question remains
Am I just f*cking insane?

My breath goes short, its my last resort
To find some kind of support
Far from all the truths you distort
From all the pieces of what I once believed was just
You always had my trust but in the end, to my disgust
You turned around to spite me, let reality bite me
In the back of the head
You might as well have left me for dead
After all the lies I've been fed and what's worse
You threw my life in reverse and I got this feeling
That I just can't cope
Trapped without hope and I ask myself sometimes
After all this damn manipulation,
Is this innocence still mine?

I cannot take this, no longer fake this
Its time to break this up and bring you down
Til you're on the ground, ankle deep in flith and haunted
By the sound of my voice, vengeance through words of choice
This decison decides my fate and maybe I'll learn not to hate
But I can't deny this fact; you left no part of my conscience intact
So take your condescending smiles back
And leave me to rest in peace
Far from your disease
Soak myself in solid reality
And bring back the better part of me
While you're rotting in your own infidelity
I feel my soul is torn in two
Shattered apart by this conspiracy of you
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mydarknessoverdose
  • Nowheresville YOMAMA, US
  • 19 Female, Scorpio
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  • Member Since: 2007-07-27
  • Relationship Status: Taken :D
  • Orientation: Bi
  • Religion: Agnostic
  • Children: Someday
  • Occupation: Writer, Daydreamer, and Starving Artist

About Me:

hi smexies :D

my name's avery.

ive lived in philadelphia all my life.

i have the most AMAZING friends on the face of the planet (i wouldn't survive without them!!!)

im Bisexual.

music DEFINES ME. it is my life force and i would DROP DEAD without it.

i kick ass at Guitar Hero. (u can ask my cousin, i OWN his ass in dat game.)

im a wicked pianist and would KILL to find my way into a band.

ive been strictly vegetarian for the past 6 months and im still going strong :)

Hayley Williams is my fashion inspiration.

Freddy Mercury is my hero and always will be.

im the 2nd shortest girl in my grade.

im strong on my own, but fragile in love.

im dedicated to becoming a writer when i get outta highschool.

im a peacemaker and i gag at the very mention of the word 'politics'

i believe in things like ghosts, paranormal occurances, and karma.

im all 4 animal rights.

i love being imperfect and a little screwed up ^_^

ive been labled as emo, punk, goth, skater, and scene kid, but i like to consider myself my own breed of human =]

most importantly, i LOVE making friends, but i don't take any BULLSHIT from anybody. Don't expect it to be easy to push me around cuz im a fighter and i know where i stand. i may be little in stature, but i'll kick your ass in a verbal fight ANY DAY.

^.^

Interests:

Writing, Reading, Eating Ice Cream *drool*, Listening to Music, Playing Piano, Sleeping, and Chilling with Friends

Favorite Music:

Slipknot, Weezer, The All-American Rejects, Flyleaf, Mudvayne, The Who, Fall Out Boy, Black Sabbath, My Chemical Romance, Linkin Park, The Police, The Offspring, Chevelle, Panic! At The Disco, The Academy Is, AFI, System Of A Down, Kill Hannah, Papa Roach, 3 Days Grace, Hellogoodbye, Breaking Benjamin, Nickleback, Staind, Alexisonfire, Massive Attack, Saliva, Bullet For My Valentine, Nine Inch Nails, Evanescence, Queen, Silverstein, 30 Seconds To Mars, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Five For Fighting, Pearl Jam, Gorillaz, Citizen Cope, The Cranberries, Senses Fail, Korn, Trapt, Demon Hunter, Atreyu, Marilyn Manson, Live, Collective Soul, Jane’s Addiction, Daughtry, Blind Melon, The Levelers, The Black Crowes, 4 Non Blondes, The Outfield, Train, Los Lonely Boys, Killswitch Engage, Rammstein, 36 Crazyfists, Thrice, Led Zeppelin, Aerosmith, The Ramones, AC/DC, Blue Oyster Cult, A Perfect Circle, Nirvana, Plain White T’s, ill Nino, Santana, Green Day, Dave Matthew’s Band, Lacuna Coil, The White Stripes, Five Point O, The Jimi Hendrix Experience, Aiden, 3 Doors Down, Haste The Day, Death Cab For Cutie, The Used, Jet, Heart, No Doubt, Van Halen, U2, The Yeah Yeah Yeah’s, CKY, Coldplay, Seether, Incubus, Cold, Tegan and Sarah, Smashing Pumpkins, Oasis, Stone Temple Pilots, Blink 182, Depeche Mode, Wolfmother, The Beatles, Pink Floyd, The Killers, George Thorogood & The Destroyers, REM, Social Distortion, Alice In Chains, Audioslave, Sound Garden, Radiohead, Joan Jett, Rise Against, Paramore, HIM, The Black Keys, Metallica, Creed, From First To Last, The Cult, Alkaline Trio, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Velvet Revolver, Sublime, Rage Against The Machine, Styx, Hootie And The Blowfish, Avenged SevenFold, Stonesour, Bush, Cobra Starship, Guns N Roses, Beastie Boys, Puscifer, Yellowcard, The Get Up Kids, Foo Fighters, The Fray, The Breeders, Sick Puppies, Fleetwood Mac, Thin Lizzy, The Allman Brothers, Bad Company, Blondie, The Cars, Cheap Trick, Counting Crows, Rock N Roll Soldiers, Cream, Midnight Oil, Def Leppard, The Doors, Free, Genesis, The Guess Who, Kiss, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Augastana, Bob Marley and The Wailers, Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers, The Rolling Stones, Talking Heads, Dashboard Confessional, Shine Down, Gym Class Heroes, Taking Back Sunday, Armor For Sleep, Julien-K, Bayside, The Audition, The Junior Varsity, Reliant K, I Am Ghost, Pantera, Goldfinger, As I Lay Dying, Five Finger Death Punch, Simple Plan, Sum 41, Boys Like Girls, Good Charlotte, Hawthorne Heights, Hoobastank, John Mayer Trio, Motogater, June, Matchbox Twenty, Underoath, Hawk Nelson, A Perfect Murder, Cartel, All-Time Love, The Hush Sound, Snow Patrol, The Jonas Brothers, Rob Zombie, Southcott, Element Eighty, Ambry, Sepultura, Lamb Of God, The Misfits, Diecast, Mutemath, Unwritten Law, Paper House, Sevendust, Finger Eleven, Disciple, Motion City Soundtrack, The Goo Goo Dolls, New Found Glory, Strike Anywhere, Chasing Victory, Flaw, Drowning Pool, Slayer, Strung Out, Halifax, Tokio Hotel, Autopilot Off, The Starting Line, Mae, Hinder, Story Of The Year, 12 Stones, Flee The Scene, Black Listed, Chiodos, Kids In The Way, Escape The Fate, Four Letter Lie, Saosin, Envy On The Coast, Spitalfield, Fuel, Lostprophets, The Black Maria, Between The Buried & Me, Static-X, Skillet, The Bravery, Life In Your Way, Sugarcult, Disturbed, Corrosion Of Conformity, Nonpoint, Hatebreed, Trust Company, Guster, Adema, Bury Your Dead, Comeback Kid, The Crystal Method, Darkest Hour, Duran Duran, The Forecast, Idiot Pilot, Matchbook Romance, No Doubt, Scars Of Tomorrow, Styles Of Beyond, With Honor, Eyes Set To Kill, Puddle Of Mud, She Wants Revenge, The Hives, Queens Of The Stone Age, Third Eye Blind, Switchfoot, Against Me!, and a bunch MORE :D

Favorite Movies:

Resident Evil 1, 2, &3, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Blood and Chocolate, Silent Hill, Transformers, The Covenant, Lord Of The Rings (All 3), Saved!, The Messengers, Juno, Disturbia, The Reaping, Freedom Writers, The Waterboy, Anger Management, Big Daddy, Anchorman, Cry Wolf, Pulse, Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind, I Am Legend, RENT, Phantom Of The Opera, Four Brothers, Cloverfield, Electra, 30 Days Of Night

Favorite TV Shows:

Supernatural, The Office, Criminal Minds, John Doe, Viva La Bam, Room 401, NCIS, Family Guy, South Park, One Tree Hill, Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends, Reaper, Everybody Hates Chris, Cold Case, and some more stuff...

Favorite Books:

*pshaw* i dont read....